Like with your brother, the bond with you was immediate for both your Daddy and I. From the moment you were born (10:32 pm) your Daddy and I couldn't take our eyes off you, couldn't put you down, wouldn't leave you with anyone - not even for a second. We couldn't figure out if you looked like your brother or not. We thought so at first but then quickly realized that you had a look all you own and the personality to go with it.
Who would have known how different our first weeks with you would be than the early days with Nate. You were so patient as our little family adjusted to its newest member. You were calm and quiet and alert and often just watched as the three of us worked out becoming four. You were such a good eater, right the start. You knew how to nurse instinctively and love that special time with Mommy. I loved it too. Like with your brother, each time I nursed you I tried to make a memory - as I knew those special times would soon be gone. And now they are.
You were such a happy baby, smiling at everyone early on. When those beautiful smiles became consistent we knew they were real. It was such a pleasant surprise for us to have a smiling baby just weeks old.... so different from your brother, Mr. Serious. Your laugh has made our hearts smile, and your Daddy and I often comment that it melts our insides when you giggle.
It has continued to amaze me how much your Daddy and I love being with you and your brother. We really do. Just last night Daddy and I joked about being on a vacation together and we both realized within a second that we couldn't leave you guys. That we don't want to . That this little family of four is all either of us need.
You are my little snuggle bug, definitely Mommy's girl and I love it. I love having you in my arms, and when you rest your soft little head on my shoulder. I love reading and singing with you, all snuggled up together. I love your shriek of laughter when you're delighted. I love your adorable face. I love how you chatter and sing away as you play with your toys and how you sway side to side when you hear music. I love the joy you find in little things and I love, love , love the excitement on your face when you catch sight of me. You make me feel like the most important person in the world.
I am a bit teary at saying goodbye to my "baby Lucy" but am also looking forward to all of the wonderful times that lie ahead for our family. And part of me doesn't have to say goodbye to that baby, because you will always be our little girl. Happy first birthday, my sweet angel. Thank you for everything you have given to us over this past year and for teaching your Daddy and I to strive each day to be parents you will be proud of and to be thankful for this very special family we have been blessed with.
Love Mommy
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